Question have been floating around my head. I realized people treated me different. Its not like before. At first I say to myself "Hey, its just a stupid question. Forget bout it." But then, I saw my dad's Facebook status. It was an old status ofcourse. But its a day after he sent me to SHAH.
He posted : Baru aje beberapa jam ditinggalkan... dah rasa macam setahun lamanya...memang aku tak biasa kalau tak de dia...
Now I'm here, and I feel different. Sometimes, I feel like diketepikan. But I dont wanna show it, because I always thought that it is bullshit thinking. Seriously, have I changed? I never felt like this before. Sigh. I miss the old me. If its true I change, why?
