sarawak, here i come.

going to Sarawak.
can't wait to spend my time with old friends.
still, im gonna miss some of u & of course, my baby.
nyway, where are u gonna spend ur holidays?
anywhere u guys go, hope u guys enjoy it.
HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE!
xoxo -najwa- :D

these kills my heart!

look, im not telling all of this just because i wanna make the person i meant feel hurt. but i want to tell everyone! including u. how this feels. shoot. a lot of problems kinda bloom in my heart & brain lately. shuck! i really hate it. i meant, who could possibly like it? except if ur a heartless person.

have u ever feels that 1 of ur friends have a nice boyfriend n suddenly they did things that they shouldnt do in ur age? well, dats my prob now. i know, its totally NONE OF MY BUSINESS. but, shes my friends. dude, shes 14. n u did this? *sigh* malas da na dgr crita korang. pekembangan tentang korang. so now i decided, LEAVE ME ALONE! dont take a shit care bout me.

have u guys feels wen ur doing ur exam, u think u can score all A's but when u checked all da answers was wrong? im ashamed. all my friends are like super-brain! ugh! what a life?!

have u guys think that everyone u trust acted kind IN FRONT OF U but when at ur back they all like shit? damn! i hate that. even my closes friend LIED to me. the most i trust. LIED TO ME! ugh! who r u now? its like i never know u!

have u guys felt like people want to be ur friends just because they think ur super famous? i hate that! if u want a friend, find that the person who she/he really are like that! *sobbing* who do u think u r? when u get famous, u forget us? u call us LOSER?! what an asshole u r!

guys, i know im just a burden to all. but cant u please appriciate everything ive done to u? u guys maybe da rich, da famous, everything! but i much prefer my friends that knows on what stage their taking than all of u. Dont forget ur friends. Dont forget everything they've done to u. Sum how, sum of my friends are bit**. Seriously, i hate u guys. Everytime i see u, or hear ur voice. Its like im stabbing my own heart.

Seriously guys. Facing these things. Make me wanna kill myself. Ive tried to jump from the balcony at my school. But my friends pull me out from jumping. I feel like wanna cut my hands off. But my mom take all the knive in the kitchen. What should i do now? Be ur idiot? Be a moron? Ugh! If u guys know who i meant in this blog, i really hope u understand me. I cant stand my life anymore!

Desa Water Park.

Yesterday, its kinda fun. But ive done terribly because i woke up LATE. i should have be at school before 7.15 a.m. But i woke up on 7.30 a.m. Which makes me missed my school bus. :( Then, i forced my dad to send me there. At first, he don't want to send me. But when I said "if im not going, ill burn rm25." Fastly, he said "GET READY!" Haha! Papa.. Ohh papa. I love u!

Thank GOD ive arrived in time. When i arrived there, all my friends like "Najwa! Ur here!!" Haha! Dont be too worry guys. Im kinda hungry that morning, but what da hack? Let's get SPLASH ppl! But, i still ate Ikhda's & Fiqa's bread. Alas perut. It was bored. Dgr org taklimat. Semuanya psl Pandu Puteri. So i texted my beloved hubby, Eddy! He was WATCHING ppl cleaning our classroom. (I hope they did good)

The morning started with some games. Bt sum of St.Marians thinks they can do EVERYTHING. Ugh! But.. whateverla. Its not we're gonna get rm100 with winning those games. So we do our main job which is POSING! :D Luckly, i brought my camera. Or not, we'll be bored hell! While pose, all our stomach was singing because we were FREAKING HUNGRY! Thanks to nana, she brought sum junk food. :D

12.30 p.m. All of us FREE to go with playing all of those rides that we cant ride because a lot of students wanna ride it. So we just give it up to them. Still, we were having fun spending time together. Poses, swims, laughs. :) Love u guys la!

We sings together. We eat together! Sad, we only have Nasi Goreng, Telur & Ayam. :( We were HUNGRY! atleast Nasi Ayam will be fine. But, apa2 hal pun. Cekik jela. Nana da mencekik awal2. Dye yg paling lapar antara kami.

We have to go back like 2.30 p.m. So off to the changing room. Gila crowded! Saba jela. A lot of impatients girls in there. Fuck off la! Orang baru msk da biseng! After mandi, we all ran to the bus to get our sits. Panas babe! Aircond plak xde. Biatch btol! Saba jela. When we arrived at school, me, fiqa, ikhda, syahila, hidayah and izzati go to Tesco. Saje na makan kat sana. :D

Whatever happens, that day was the best! Love u guys sgt sgt! Hope kta dpt keluar sama2 lagi. :) Love u : Ikhda, Afiqah, Syahila, Nana, Hidayah, Fatin & Izzati. <33>

p/s : na tengok gamba lagi? tengok kat my myspace, facebook & friendster. sekian, terima kasih.

Sports Day.

Woahh! The most happy day in my life. Before that, I want to tell u guys that im JAGUAR. Yeahh! We RULES! Nyway, even though on the morning i felt a little bit sleepy, but its worth it. The championship is ours!

Haha! Well, look at this. :)
PERBARISAN.

We started with Kadet Polis.

Then, with Kadet Remaja Sekolah.

Pendidikan Khas. (they are soo adorable i tell u!)

Pengakap.

Springbox. (formasi paling lama!)

Eagle. (salah formasi.)

Persatuan Bulan Sabit Merah.

Pandu Puteri.

Cheetah. (lupa plak formasi dorang)

JAGUAR! (we won the perbarisan too!)

Puteri Islam.

And, JAGUAR won! :D