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Shockingly Excited

El, kau memang suka tangkap gambar dalam toilet ni kan?

Yesterday, I went out with Eleena Hussin wowweeee lama tak jumpa awak okayy! 3 months is it? I wonder how did you survive in the cold scary place called Hostel. Naaah, I'm joking. I bet you went it happily ;) *yeke?*

Anyways, as we met we were like jumping and screaming and jumping so yeah. Good to see her. Oyeah, so we bought movie tix, have our lunch and chat non-stop. Kinda lots of word that she used and I dont even remember whats the meaning. *exmple: Kucar, habat, etc etc.* Heeeee so, after eating, we decided to just walk around the building just to kill time. Our movie started like for another 50mins.

As we were on the escalator, I was actually thinking bout the senior. I mean, how are they and stuff. Suddenly I  saw this 4 girls walking *in the same heights* and for a minute I tot it was them, my senior. I mean, they can be anyone. At the monorail, I saw a girl look like El, and its not even her. So as we walk nearer, I realized it was really them! Like omaigod, I think my heart stops beating for a second I mean I can't believe I'm meeting them.

We were hugging and screaming and jumping again. MADE MY DAY!

Sayang awak El :B

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Weird

Most of the time I'm random. I do random stuff every day. *Except for my daily routine which is kinda sad because it kinda shows that I'm lonely* But I realized I did one thing just the same since I was a kid till I'm 16 years old girl and 17 to be.

CRY

Okay everyone cry, I know that. Weird huh for me to bring this up? Its actually the way I cry. I can laugh randomly. I dance randomly. I cook, takpayah cakap lah. Macammacam terjadi. But when I cry, I can only do one thing : cry under the table. 

When I was a kid, its hard for the adults pujuk me because I cry under the table. Its hard for them to get me out from there because I'm small and I keep going in the middle of the table just so that they couldn't reach me.

When I was in standard, Kak Munah *my former maid* used to call my dad at work just because she begged my dad to pujuk me to get out from the table because I might be late for school. But my dad succeed -,- He promised that he'll pick me up and buy me ice cream.

In high school, I cried under my school table. First, its because I got a D for Science. Next, stomachache. Lastly, dealing break up. Lately, my dining table is also a good helper because I lay under there and just cry my heart out until I fall asleep. And until now, I still dont understand why crying under the table is my main attitude.

Bright

(:

I Miss

here's a little random thing bout what I miss because frankly I'm just bored.

1. i miss Milla harr harr :B
2. i miss my childhood when I was a Kuching citizen.
3. i miss when that moment I don't have to think about any problems.
4. i miss when the moment whenever I woke up, I sees my sister playing the ps1
5. i miss crash bandicoot. *is that how we spell it?*
6. i miss Kuching.
7. i miss when I used to have just perfect hair.
8. i miss you. hm
9. i miss the moment I played kejarkejar.
10. i miss all the good food in Kuching.
11. i miss my nenek.
12. i miss when the time im scared to hold RM50.
13. i miss when everyone were playing the Snake game in their phone.
14. i miss PMR :B
15. i actually miss my Kuching friend. sadly, they doesn't remembers me -,-
16. i miss when every morning or night I get the text "I Love You Sayang."

Forever

Coldplay so awesome. Say no more. Fullstop. You weird if you no like coldplay. Done.

"InsyaAllah, everything will be the same"

- words keep me feels better

The broken promises floating in my mind. 

I just cant take it. 

*screaming in my heart* 

The day you slipped away.

I cant do anything.

Just have one thing in my mind.

.

.

.

Which is the memory I wanna forget 

Heart speaks, tears fall.

Don't make this too complicated, it's all said and done. 
Though all of the lights have faded, we both had our fun. 
And I'm not sorry you came, I'm not sorry you're gone, 
but if you could've changed anything, what would you have done?

Don't beat yourself up over this, I still think you're strong. 
When everything else crumbled in, you carried me on. 
And I'm not sorry you came, I'm not sorry you're gone, 
but if you could've changed anything, what would you have done?

Don't leave this behind us, you should take it and run. 
Maybe you'll find the answer for when your time has finally come; 
when the angels have welcomed you in, and they say, 
"Yes, you have lived with love, but if you could've changed anything, what would you have done?"

I'm not sorry you came, I'm not sorry you're gone. 
But I'm still kind of wondering over everything that once was. 
And if you could've changed anything, what would you have done?

When it comes down to the wire, everything you desire, do you throw it away? 
Winter, Spring, Summer or Fall, you just needed to call,
I would be there always.