what a life. i am desperate.

Ok, I'm having some problems.

I need to raise my money with my own hands and sweat. To me NOW, money is the only way for me to get away from everything that Ive tried to avoid. I cant stand hoping on my parents money. Its hard for me to ask them their money because they need to pay things that me and my sis need and did in the house. I'm willing to work like hell.

Maybe you guys think that I might like a loser. But thats me. I dont care. So, I think I gonna sell my bags. Well, Im gonna make it myself. Seriously, if I can work. I would. But Im just 14. So The Babs! Why cant 14 years old teenagers join the busy-tired work just for money?

I need my own thing so I dont have to share with my family. I need my own space which Ive hide since Im at KL. I need all the things just for me. Alone. Im sick of my family's problems. Im sick of things that I shouldnt know but Im the victim to know and settle up. Im sick of everything I hate around me! I just need things that I bought with my money so that anyone wont say "Alaaa, she bought it pun with her parent's money." It kills me because everyone tries to think negatively.

I dont want to take anyone's money. I dont even wanna use it. I just need it for me. Money. Why cant you grow just like trees? Living in a city, money can settle anything. Everything. Ugh. Cant believe, that piece of paper which is full of germs and much is so damn hard to get.

"Darling, anywhere you go, dont forget to bring your money. You're not gonna have something free out there."

i miss them crazily :(

silly BFF : millatina

dearest darling : dian hazri

crazy babes : miera and alyaa

laughing babes : kelly, baby, niesa and aunty normah

cute couple : rara and danial

the pretty : shasha

the ketot : hana

him :))

him :D dian hazri. 30th June 2009.
najwa jatuh cinta sama dia. x)

kenal macam mana? guess what? dalam bas nak pergi perhentian.
at first dia memang TAK habishabis nak suapkan najwa. but my answer is always NO. x) kesian dia kan? najwa memang jual mahal. and start kenal dia more time kem. hoho! dia memang funny gila. dicalonkan budak macho. yeke? haha! kembang jea kalau dia baca blog ni. ada satu part that I remember always. walaupun its nothing sangat. DIA TERPIJAK KAKI NAJWA TIME SNORKELING. :'( memang tak macho. haha! and finally, najwa yang suapkan dia. bagi chewingum je. haha! apa jela. :P

yay! dia manja macam baby.
sweet macam gula.
funny macam jeff dunham.
tak banyak cakap macam my uncle.

part kurang suka : ramai murid perempuan sesi petang suka dia.

1234.
hey, i love you ok?
you always make me laugh.
never out of jokes and loves.
p/s : sengaja pilih gambar ni so korang taknampak muka dia.

end up stupidly

Once upon a time, shuu. Lets skip that people! On 5th July 2009, Sunday, me and my sister, Aimi planned to watch Ice Age 3 3-D at Berjaya Times Square. Before that, I wanna check price and time the show starts. Cari punya cari punya cari. Tak jumpajumpa. But, sabar jelah. So i asked Fiquwie, to search it for me.Kitaorang pun cari bagai nak rak. Den jumpa lah!

IMAX. loading...

Bila dia dah load sampai 100%, dia pergi keluar IMAX US. I was like screaming to hell! But still, sabar. Cari lagi. Ada plak! Sekali keluar.

ICE AGE 3 on 3-D at PAVILLION!

tapi takde showtime. bodoh tak?! So I typed,

"You idiot! Aku cari Showtime for Ice Age 3 for 3-D punya kau bagi benda lain! Kau bukan ke computer yang boleh search everything! Tak guna!"

Den, I tekan ENTER. haha! Keluar plak blog pasal computer. Huh! Last2, tutup gak pc ni. (T.T)