Tiba tiba ?

Wehh hello hello. Hidup macam biasa jee. Dah back to normal eh btw. Takde sedih sedih. *Alhamdulillah* Nyway, penat sangat ni kemas rumah. But CLEAN wehhh.

Actually sebenarnya nak cakap ni. Haaaa tibatiba rasa rindu kat tutttttt. Haaaa what the hell weh? Mati doe camni. Malu doe! Nak tegur. HAHA takpelahh. Bagi dia teruskan hidup diaaa and Najwa pun teruskan hidup cam biasa. Tapikannn, nak sangatsangat aww. Tegur dia. XD Ahahaha!

Bodohlah najwa ni. Whatever lahh. Tu je nak cakap. Okayy lah. Masa break dah habis. Kit kat and Snickers pun habis! Kena sambung buat folio sejarah. Au revior!

FYI : Saya rindu diaaaaa. HAHAHA

HAHA bodohh -.-

HAHA bodoh. Takde kerja lah weh. Nyway, lagu ni maybe jadi oral Najwa :) Next week bisinglah kelas dengar Najwa nyanyi. I likee.

Harini bosan gila nak mati oh plss.

Stars shining bright above you,

Night breezes seem to whisper, "I love you".

Birds singing in the sycamore tree,

"Dream a little dream of me".

Say "nighty-night" and kiss me.

Just hold me tight and tell me you'll missme.

While I'm alone and blue as can be,

dream a little dream of me.

Stars fading, but I linger on, dear.

Still craving your kiss,

I'm longing to linger till dawn, dear.

Just saying this:

Sweet dreams till sunbeams find you.

Sweet dreams that leave all worries behind you.

But in your dreams whatever they be,

dream a little dream of me

F.Y.I saya nyanyi tak best. sumbang and saya telah rosakkan melody original dia.

Sorry.

Sighing :(

Its a relief you know. To cry the whole night. Release all the tension. Trying to forget all the stupid stuff that you shouldn't know. But one problem got into me. I can't stop crying. Ughh, why now?

Yesterday, I didn't study at all. Today I got History and Math. My worst nightmare. But, I just keep on crying. Wondering that so dumb of me hoping. Call me weird, cause I can't control my feelings. I really hope this mid year school holidays could cheer me up. And I hope I could just fake a smile at school today.

Papa always says "Start your day with a smile, Najwa."

I guess not today. Or shall I say, "Start a day with tears?"

Questions :D

I text this to everyone I cares and love lahh! Friends ofcourse. I really hope they say its true. Although I got a lot of great, sweet and funny replies. Thanks all!

"If you see a word NAJWA, what two things that you think?"

Millatina : Best friend

Fiqri : Miss you

Baby : Fun and Crazy

K : SHADAPP and baik

Ammirul : I love her and I miss her

Rizqhan : What happened to her? Have she grown up?

Saiful : Omg, I miss her so much and Ya Allah kenapa dia cute sangat?

Dian : Rindu gila kat dia and dia buat apa eh sekarang?

P.S : Actually, ada banyak lagi but bagitahu sikit jee. Malas nak type banyakbanyak. HAHA thanks nywayyy! Terharu :P

Ketidakpuasan Hati

Uwaaa, saya sangat sedih sebab semalam tak jumpa Saiful Shukri! :'(

*Sorry sangatsangat. My dad forced me pergi beli buku dulu.*

Beli buku memang lah Najwa nak. But then, cari buku LAMA GILAAA! Mahu tak menangis tak jumpa Saiful. Bahbih! Takpelahh. Takde rezeki. Then then, hantar mama ke Citrawarna thingie lagi. Grrr, sabar jelaaa. Hmmm, dapat dengar suara kau(Saiful) pun jadi lahh!

AAHHH, aku masih tak puas hatiii!

Itsy Bitsy Spider

HELLO EVERYONE :) To all SMK DIY-ans, as you guys knew. I embarrassed myself. THANKS A LOTTTTT!

Friday, ofcourselah baca Yassin every morning kan. With the Pengetua and other teachers yg Islam lah. Like always, I came late pagi tadi. Time you guys dah habis baca baru sampai. As the cikgu baca doa, I pun like tadah tangan gak lah. Cari gang gang 3Diamond and finally jumpa. Bila duduk jea, I was smiling like an idiot girl sebab muka OBVIOUS GILAAA senyum tak ikhlas. Then something happened.

THERE'S A SPIDER AT MY TUDUNG! At first I was like "Tahan Najwa, dia kecil jea. Tahann." But then the spider like jumped towards me. Makin dekat doee! Apa lagi, Najwa pun menjerit lahh. Menangis nangis sampai berlari. BODOHHHHHH! Stupid spider. My friends pun pujuk and cakap "Kte dah buangkan spider tu. Relax najwa." Gahhh! All the guys tengok okayyyy?

Sumpah pantang nampak spider dekatdekat ni. Mesti menangis punyaaa. Babs gila kott. But nasib baik I answered English calmly. Thank God!

Sooo unexpected!

HEY HEYYY. Today just biasabiasa. Exam BM susah nak mati. 5minit before kena hantar paper baru siap. HAH, sumpah susah wehh. Taktahu lah boleh ke tak dapat A niee. Sakit hati jee. Whatever.

Then pergilah study group kat rumah Ikhda, Taman Wahyu yerrr. Before that, singgah Tesco lahh. Makan KFC kat situu. Stress buat BM, so makan banyakk! I likee. Thenn, makanmakanmakan, tak sedar plak kat luar hujan. Hadoyy, then Ikhda called adik dia suruh bawak payung. *Crdt wa gak dia guna* Tapi tak kisah sebab yela ennn. Takde orang nak text dahh. Crdt pun tak gerakgerak.

Bila adik dia dah sampai and bagi payung, kteorg pun cepatcepat balik rumah Ikhda. Yang Najwa bengang nyaa, Ikhda sampai rumah, bukak tudung terus kemas dapur and sapu lantai and stuff. Najwa punyalah semangat sampai dah bukak buku, dia boleh organize sayur-sayuran kat refrigerator diaa. ADOYYYYY!

10minutes later, Syaqira and Hidayah datang. Like always, kteorg buat lawak bodoh kteorg. Then barulah ikhda join. Pastu pastu, kteorg bahagikan bahagian yg perlu diulangkaji then kteorg ajar antara satu sama lain sampai faham. OFCOURSE ada kuiz yg mempunyai jawapan yg bodoh. :DD

SKIPPING. After study, dalam pukul 7 camtu, minum Nescafe then Syaqira and Hidayah chowwww. Pastu Najwa pun sorgsorg buat bunga dalam bilik Ikhda while she's yelling and ordering kat adik dia. Dalam pukul 8.30pm camtu, Hidayah ketuk pintu rumah. Mintak Najwa teman dia beli pen, rubber, pencil and stuff. Soooooooo temanlahh! Kesian. Plus, my parents gonna pick me up LATE.

Ajaklah Syaqira sekali. Ikhda takboleh ikut because nak masak. Sooo, dah beli and stuff tibatiba nampak this one Indian guy bawak sangkar besar with one hamster inside it. And I was like "EEEEEEE, hamster! Cuteeee!" Then the guy dengar and said "Nak kee?" Then I was like "HAHA no thanks." I really thought that he was joking but all the sudden, he really insist. His wife pun insist nak mati.

SOOOOO, I GOT A HAMSTER! AAAAAAAAHHH!<3

*I still don't know what am I gonna name it*

Laugh Out Loud

HAHA today was world most sakit perut and mulut because of laughing. It started when my tuition class ended. Kteorang beli Nasi Lemak Kukus and then pergi Tesco untk makan kat situ. I joined my friends sebab sengaja nak balik lambat. I'm guessing my parents would be coming home late again tonight. Sooo, lepaklah. Then, bila dah sampai Tesco, I ordered ABC. :D I likeee.

Nyway, back to the topic. I was eating and Ikhda told a creepy story I've been through while sleeping. I was like histeria because I screamed, cried and said something totally not me. Like killing someone and stuff. So my friends, Syaqira and Hidayah was like "Ya Rabbi." I was a bit shock too and still shock after my dad told me what I did while asleep.

Then Hidayah said "Kte lain tau Najwa. Time tu kte tadika. Malam plak tu. Kte teman kakak kte pergi rumah kawan dia. Semata-mata nak pinjam pen. HAHA then lalu lah jalan shortcut. Tempat tu cam agak keras tapi kte buat bodoh jela. Kte mana faham kan time kecikkecik. Then, bila dah balik rumah balik kte tibatiba marahmarah parents kte. Pastu kte tendang kerusi, meja, semualah. Tapi kan Najwa, kte marahmarah tu, awak nak tahu tak bahasa apa keluar?"

Then I was like, "WHATTTT?" Dia pun cakap "Kte marah dorg dalam bahasa Tamil." My friends and I was laughing like hell and Syaqira couldn't swallow her food easily. HAHAHAHA. Then she continued "Ayah kte time tu dukung kte and bacabaca ayat semua. Tapi kte bising je dgn bahasa India kte. Ayah kte pun anggukangguk semua."

Then we laughed again. Next, we talked bout other things. I kinda forgot but SERIOUSLY its funny. Lamalama kteorg semua diam. Ikhda pun cakap "OKAYYY soalan kuiz Geo!" As she asked several questions, Syaqira and I cant stop answering it. Hidayah was a bit annoyed because takdapat jawab. Then Ikhda asked this question.

Ikhda :Kawasan manakah yg terima hujan paling banyak?

Najwa : Bukit Larut!

Ikhda : Yes, lagi satu?

Syaqira : Long! Erkk, long angah?

Ikhda : Tak tak. Salah.

Hidayah : Finally, Syaqira taktahu. Aku nak jawabb!

Syaqira : Long man? Long kang? Long kah? Long stick?

Hidayah : Diam lah wehh! Long ngah? Long kehh?

Najwa : HAHAHAAHAHA

Hidayah : Long AMMAA *Mother in Tamil*

Najwa : HAHAHAHA hantu India tu rasuk dia lagi!

Ikhda and Syaqira : HAHAHAHAHA

Then we carried on bout our silly conversation until 7pm. Then, they sent me at the bus stop and I balik lahh! :D Great dayy. Great dayy.

My Thoughts

HELLO EVERYONE. Ladies and gentlemen, I dont have any other places to tell what me and my thoughts 'Luahan Hati' :P To me, this blog is already my diary. Except that can be read by any person.

Like I said, my life SUCKS.

But I remember an Australia professor, Avril Lavigne Stein said :

Why you have to go and make things so complicated? I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated. Life's like this you, and you fall and you crawl and you break

and you take what you get and you turn it into honesty and promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it. No no no.

But sometimes, I remind myself bout what Professors at All American Rejects group in Ohio :

When you see my face , hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell.
When you walk my way, hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell.

Still, sometimes I agree with Madam Kelly Clarkson from England :

Because we belong together now. Forever united here somehow.
Yeah you got a piece of me. And honestly, my life would suck without you.

Speaking bout that, I bet you guys know how Doctor Ne-Yo and Miss Rihanna from Paris said past few years :

And I hate how much I love you boy. I can't stand how much I need you. And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go. And I hate that I love you so.

But most of all, I really thinks that she is right :

Isn't anyone tryin to find me? Won't somebody come take me home?
It's a damn cold night! Trying to figure out this life.
Wont you take me by the hand take me somewhere new?
I dont know who you are but I... I'm with you.

Sad.Unhappy.Hurt.Sorrow.

Today was a grrrrrrrrrreat day because I took some pictures at school with friends. But seriously, not really a cheerful day for me. Day by day, I keep being bad mood without a reason. I even realized that I cries a hell lot when I was asleep. So stupid of me thinking life could be better.

I'm not satisfied with my life. Even though I complete my school works, I cook, I clean. But still. Feels like I want to stay away from peoples. I need to go back to Sarawak. To get my life back. To my friends, if you read this. Do you really care what I feel? Are you serious to be MY friends? If you are, why don't you tell me the truth?

Please. Don't play with my feelings. Don't let me down. No one makes me happy anymore.

Something about them.

Once upon a time. *Ehem ehem*

There's a girl who we call Orange. She's just a normal girl but her mind always filled up with problems and stuff. She's kinda dizzy and most important, not really satisfied with her life.

And a guy which I call him Apple. A hyper guy. Sometimes full of surprises.

When Orange met Apple, he makes her smile. Although not for long. Day after day, Orange likes Apple. Didn't want him to know but finally her secret was reveal. It was a relief that Apple knows but Orange always wonder. "Est-ce qu'il prend au sérieux ses sentiment?"

"Apple, I really like you."

*Orange*

Tu me manques H

GOOD MORNING. Today I would like to tell you bout my feelings. Not bout what I've been through. Okay, maybe a little bit. :D

All I want to say is I miss someone. Ofcourse lah a guy. I miss him. Maybe he doesn't know or even doesn't care. Or he doesn't notice what I felt before but I miss him. Haaaah. I wish I could say it to him. But who am I to say it? But I really want him to know. Whatever. He probably wouldn't want to know. That's all I guess. I gotta go to school. Au revoir.

Nerveux

Je suis mort :O

HELLO yellow mellow sorrow. (No motive)

Exam is near. My body is cover with fear. And I speaks clear. Danggg, whats up with me? I only get mee. But its not very yummy. -.- I cant stop. Especially when I mop. And I'll scream POP!

Okay shadapp Najwa. I'm a bit nervous with the up coming exam. *Excretion, Indeces, PMR* Gahhhh, I cant sit relax. Not even now. Sweating while singing Heal The World by Micheal Jackson. Not normal. And and, I even don't text people so much. Haaaaaa, what to do what to do?

I even read French more than BM. BM is soooooo clear. B for boring. M for Malas. Seeeee? Dear teachers, dont be shock because the prove is in front of your damn eyes!

Je déteste Bahasa Malaysia!

I need to be calm. I need chocolateeee! Au revoir!