Thursday, December 24, 2009

2010

This post agak emo sikit. Frankly speaks , I'm not ready for 2010.

Listening to Fifteen by Taylor Swift , its like she's having pretty AWESOME year. But I don't think I'm gonna have one just like hers.

Awalawal tahun lagi 3 orang yg I sayang gila babi takde dengan I.
Dianhazri , dia pergi plkn , Sabah.
Fiqri Syairazi , dia pindah sekolah to Banting.
Nur Afiqah , dia pindah Seremban.

Weh , asal jauhjauh ni? I dahlah budak nerd next year. Memang kimsalamm ahh kalau nak keluar. Shit gila wehh. Dahlah PMR next year. I just hope my new year's eve , I will spending it with the 3 of them. But I don't know how.

HAHA and I can't believe I'm crying right now.
Seriously , after PMR examination , I'm gonna go and crash KL.
I'll shop till drop. I'll shisha till I faint. And most of all , I'll be with the love ones everydayy.

Monday, December 21, 2009

Millatinaa ,

5 tahun yg lalu ,


Sekarang ,

Dia , diberi nama Nur Millatina binti Haji Abdul Hamid. Semasa darjah 4 , kami dengan rasminya jadi BFF yg agak gila and pelik. Sebab kteorg je yg faham antara satu sama lain. I meant , cara kteorg bercakap lah. :P

Kteorg pernah bergaduh macam orang lain. But bila diingatkan balik , kteorg pergaduh pasal benda bodohbodoh. Sebab tak ajak swimming lah. Dengki sebab satu laki ni rapat dengan one of us lah. HAHA whatever.

Selama 5 tahun jadi kawan baik dia , macammacam dah benda bodoh kteorg dah buat. Duludulu , kalau keluar bawak 50ringgit. Kecoh dahh. Tangan menggeletar jea pegang duit tu. Yeahh , ingat lagi ohh dialog kteorg time tu.

Najwa : Milla , awak bawak berapa ohh duit?
Milla : Kte bawak 50ringgit. Awak?
Najwa : Eh , sama lahh! Banyak gilaa ohh. Takut nak pegang.
Milla : Tahu takpe. Ishh , kena jaga elokelok ni. Kang ada gak yg curi duit kte ye?
Najwa : A'ah. Hish , takut takut.

Sekarang ni , 50ringgit? Perghhh , rasa cam nak jea curi jea manamana kedai. Palingpaling pun ada 150ringgit ke. -______- Tu pun kira tak cukup tauu.

Banyak benda menyakitkan hati yg dia dah buat. Najwa pun pernah sakitkan hati dia. So , kami agak normal. But sometimes , kteorg boleh jadi OVER. Sakit hati cam mana pun dengan Milla ni. Boleh end up dengan GELAK sahaja. Najwa memang sayangkan si Tambee gila ni ohh.

Nasihat untuk korang semua , lagilagi kalau ajak dia nak jogging :
JANGAN ajak dia jogging pagipagi. Korg call ahh dia 30kali. Memang takkan bangun punya. Percayalah :)

"Weh tambee. Kau ni , nasib baik lah aku sayang kau. Kalau tak , aku dah sekeh kepala kau tuu. Heh , aku berani tau! :P Macammacam dah plan dengan kau. But semua end up dengan "Sorry takboleh ni , sorry takboleh tu." Paling aku suka "Sorry aku tertidur." Kau ni memang nak kena cium dengan aku eh? HAHA , milla ohh milla. Kau buat lah pape pun. Aku sakit hati ke , aku bengang ke. But dalam sehari lebih camtu , aku maafkan kau wehh. :P *perasan* Aku sayang kau. Bersyukur lah kerana kau memiliki kawan yg sabar cam aku. Wekkkk!"

Bo. -Bedroom Sanctuary

OMG , i just LOVE his songs! His songs is soooo my type of songs. I love you bo! And , love the hair. ;) I just wish you have an album or i can freely download your songs. Seriously , if i can do that , i'll put your song as my text/call or so whatever. I listen to your songs every-SINGLE-day. Why can't all the teenagers nowadays can make songs like youu? :(

Whatever it is , i wish anyone can make songs like you. I love you foreverrr.
2 of my FAV songs ever is :

1.Her Spiral Necklace
2.Malam Ini


Two thumbs up! <33

Friday, December 18, 2009

a picture to remember :)


I LOVE YOU DIAN HAZRI <33

my life at home ,

finally , dapat mimpi yg best. jangan fikir lain. just , dapat mimpi makan twister fries. gahhh! gila sedap. ok ok , bangun dari tidur , senyum tibatiba. checked my phone. ada several messages. all from Dian. "huh , mesti tertidur awal lagi aku ni. kesian dia." cepatcepat text dia by saying "afternoon." i meant , takkan lah nak morning plak kan?

bangun jea , ikat rambut and terus masuk pergi bathroom. gosok gigi and cuci muka. after that , pergi kat ruang tamu , bilik baju and bilik tidur parents. senyum lagi cuz parents takde kat rumah. then , masuk balik kat bilik and online. "this is the life."

Dian reply message jea terus call dia. suruh dia datang rumah. lepak. sometimes dia jawab "suka hati." but usually , "okay" jea. memang sayang dia ahh. i wish i ask the same thing to Fiqri. like always , mengidam twister fries. but masak sausage. tu yg keding nak mampus tu.

dalam half and hour , Dian datang. of course , dia terus masuk bilik and online. dah kenal dah perangai dia. then , lama sikit. najwa pun kacau dia. then kteorg gaduh manja manja. *alaaaa , tak selalu nak bermanja nee* then , bergaduh pasal nak order pizza. bijak kan? :DD

pizza sampai , makan lah ofcourse. bongok. Dian makan gila banyak. but biarlahh. lepas makan , tengok tv. dalam pukul 6 camtu , dia balik. start alone lagi. online balik. and im bored. merepek lahh kat myspace pasal lapar and nak mcD.

aghif slash arif dah janji nak belanja mcD , kalau najwa datang rumah dia. -______- ingat dekat hape? haziq plak , mestilah cakap pasal shisha or rocktheworld. kalau matt , mesti dia tanya khabar semua and kteorg bergossip. ammirul plak , heee. mesti cakap pasal bosan duduk rumah. fiqri , SPONGEBOB! baim dah sombong sikit. sedih najwa.

ramai lagi najwa chat but takkan nak buat list kott? last last bosan sangat , tidur depan laptop. bagus bagus. seee? boring kan my life at home? macam sial jeaaaaaa. gahhH!

Monday, December 14, 2009

It's reality dear ,

You're not just a friend nor best buddy. You're even not my enemy. Every time we get along , one day , I know you'll crush me no matter what. But I never give up on you. Never do. I cried , I suffered. It's like you never care what I did.

You disappointed me. But one day , you're having a problem. I turn back , without thinking. Giving you another chances. Be by your side. Listen and do whatever it takes to make you laugh again. But then , you ditched me. You told me all the lies just because of you were thinking for yourself. That's what you do. Again and again.

Can't you see? I cares bout you. But it looks like you never do. Every time you get the happiness , you forget me. Thank you for never be with me. Thank you so much. Thank you for all the lies that you've given to me.

Saturday, December 12, 2009

pak arab ngek ,

one day , urmm. cerita ni dwibahasa ye? ok ok , sambung.

one day ni , i hangout dengan cousin i. and also with hers and my friends.
cousin : khalisah
my friend : alyaa
her friends : mynn , liyana , haris & johan

oh yeahh , first. ofcourse bila dah cenderung kat pav , dengan ada sale lagi , sooo SHOPPINGG! then , kteorg semua end up nak shisha. YESS PEOPLE , i shisha. -______-" ingatkan nak pergi rooftop , but takut shisha dia 20ringgit. nak confirmkan shisha dia 15ringgit , masingmasing call orang kenalan yg sangap shisha. but semua tak jawab. senget kann? soo , kteorg pun pergi tempat shisha yg sumpah jauh and nasib baik , murah. :D

yg menyakitkan hati , bila shisha dah sampai semua , barulahh orang yg i called tadi call i balik. tanya apahal i call. frust nyaaaa bila dapat tahu kat rooftop harga shisha dia 15ringgit. gahhhhh. sabar. so , i pun shisha kat bawah tu lamalama gilaaaa.

dalam 45minutes later , asap shisha tu mula kurang. ingatkan sebab arang dia. but tengok masih banyak lagi. i taknak bisingbising. i panggil pak arab tu. time tu i agak pening so english i memang hancur ahh.

Najwa : Yo Bro!
Pak Arab : Yes? Is there any problem?
Najwa : Yeahh , why is the smoke. Uhhhh , *blur nak mampus* Uhhhhh.
Pak Arab : The smoke what?
Najwa : Urmm , the smoke kinda little.
Pak Arab : Sorry?

I dengan frustnya ,

Najwa : Asap shisha tok ehh! Sik banyak! Faham sik kau? Sikda rasa papa gik yaa.

*Semua kawan gelak pecah perut. Termasuk pak arab tu sekali.*
Then , Alyaa pun pedal ayat english dia.

Alyaa : The smoke , not many .
Pak Arab : OHH , not many smoke. Hurmmm , shisha needs drinks too.

Tu lah situation yg paling bangang sekali yg pernah I alami. Frust betul dengan pak arab kat BB tu. Kerja kat Malaysia. Bahasa Melayu pun takfaham. But the best part , boleh kutukkutuk dorg. HAHA , XD

i'm freaking bored okayyy ?


life can easily be B.O.R.I.N.G

it's like eating , after we ate , we're full and for 3-4 hours , then. we're back hungry. that's my freaking life. i had a great time while the holidays. but , after 2-3 hours later , i'm back , bored. WTH?! why does i easily get bored? god , i hate being bored. i wish i can be Phineas and Ferb. built things that our ages couldn't do. or just sit still like on Do Nothing-Day :)
whatever it is , i need fun stay around me. i enjoy baking but if i bake , who would eat it ? geram akuu.

Monday, December 7, 2009

i heart them ,

Pick ur top 6 friends, and mark it down. then answer the questions, even though it may take a while.

1.Dian Hazri
2.Millatina
3.Khalisah
4.Saiful
5.Farra Alia
6.Fiqri Syairazi


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NUMBER 6–Fiqri Syairazi :)
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22. HAS 6 DONE ANYTHING ILLEGAL?
nahhh , :P

23. DO YOU HAVE ANY REGRETS WITH 6?
never , hahaha

24. HAVE YOU EVER WORKED WITH # 6?
duhhh , mestilah

25. When did you last see 6?
last week , friday. best moment. hahaha

26. ARE YOU IN 6′S TOP 8/12/24 WHATEVER?
i'm the first one , XD

27. EVER LAUGHED WITH 6?
always doo ,

28. WOULD 6 BE THERE FOR YOU?
yes for sure , he's my twin .

29. WOULD YOU BE THERE FOR 6?
hell yeahh ,

30. WHAT DO YOU LIKE MOST ABOUT 6?
likes to belanja me , XD

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NUMBER 5–Farra Alia :)
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31. HOW WELL DO YOU KNOW 5?
well enough :D

33. HOW LONG HAVE YOU KNOWN NUMBER 5?
2 years ago ,

34. WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU’RE WITH 5?
mengumpat pasal orang sekeliling , best

35. HOW DID YOU MEET 5?
malu nak bagitahu ,

36. WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE ABOUT 5?
she's already perfect lah ngek!

37. DO YOU KNOW A SECRET ABOUT 5 THAT NO ONE ELSE DOES?
i guess , ada ke?

38. ARE YOU ON 5′S TOP 8/12/24 LIST?
idontknow , maybe .

39. WOULD YOU DO ANYTHING FOR 5?
oh yeahh , anything .

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NUMBER 4--Saiful :)
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40. WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU SAW 4?
last hangout , agak lama kott -,-

41. ARE YOU RELATED TO 4?
no , dia kan bakal suami ketiga saya . haha joke

44. DO YOU GO TO SCHOOL WITH 4?.
oh i wish , boleh saiful ?

45. HOW LONG HAVE YOU KNOWN 4?
time standard 6 , bt lost contact jap.

46. ARE YOU ON 4′S TOP 8/12/24 LIST?
ada ada , kan ?

47. WHAT’S YOUR BEST MEMORY WITH 4?
tangkap gambar XD

48. WOULD YOU GO ON A TRIP WITH 4?
oh yeahhh !

49. HAVE ANYTHING IN COMMON WITH 4?
ada ada , kutt.

50. DO YOU LOVE 4?
yesss , i love you saiful. <3


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NUMBER 3—Khalisah :)
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51. HOW LONG HAVE YOU KNOWN 3?
dari kecik lagi , dia cousin okayy ?

52. WHEN DID YOU LAST SEE 3?
hari raya haji , hahaha

53. HAVE YOU EVER DATED 3?
dated ? hahaha , pernah .

54. HAVE ANYTHING IN COMMON WITH 3?
mesti ada ,

55. IS 3 FUNNY?
gila funny ohh

56. DO YOU GO TO SCHOOL WITH 3?
no =.=

57. ARE YOU ON 3′S TOP 8/12/24?
yeahhh! i've checked it.

58. WHAT’S THE LAST THING YOU DID WITH # 3?
salam salam. hahaha , raya haji lah bongok

59. WHAT IS SOMETHING 3 IS GOOD AT?
trying new foods , xD

60. WHAT DO YOU LIKE BEST ABOUT 3?
bestest cousin everrrrr ,

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NUMBER 2—Millatina :)
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61. HOW DID YOU MEET THIS PERSON?
sekolah rendah :')

63. WOULD YOU DO ANYTHING FOR 2?
yeah yeah , lagilagi kalau ada duit

64. WOULD YOU EVER GO OUT WITH THIS PERSON?
oh yeah , harihari.

65. DO YOU LOVE 2?
absolutely , XD

66. HAVE YOU EVER GOTTEN IN TROUBLE WITH 2?
terlalu banyakk ,

67. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE THING TO DO WITH 2?
do stupid stuff that only both of us understands

68. DO YOU LIKE THIS PERSON MORE THAN A FRIEND?
huh ? kau gila hape ?

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And last but not least
NUMBER 1—Dian Hazri :D
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72. HOW LONG HAVE YOU KNOWN #1?
6 months , :')

73. HAVE YOU EVER KISSED NUMBER 1?
heeeeeeee ,

74. ARE YOU ON 1′S TOP 8/12/24?
yeahh , first kan b ?

75. EVER DONE ANYTHING CRAZY WITH THEM?
haha ada ke b ?

76. HAVE YOU EVER FOUGHT WITH 1?
sekali jea :(

78. WOULD YOU DO ANYTHING FOR 1?
YEAHH

79. DO YOU LOVE 1?
So F**king Damn Much b ,

Friday, December 4, 2009

Happy ohh happy :)

HELLO guys.

Finally , I'm in a good mood. I love 4 December 2009. Weirdly , my parents happily let me hangout with Fiqri. But sadly , they only gave me RM50. But , again , the great news is , I have RM150 on my hand. So , it makes RM200 all together.

I asked to hangout with Fiqri yesterday. And he is like "OKAYY" soo I'm soo freaking glad knowing him and be his twin. I love you bro. The reason I wanted sooooo badly to go out is actually to shop. Not to lepak and stuff. Sooo not me. Especially on SALE.

Before going to Pav , I have 2 guests came into my house. (Dian&Boy) And the three of us look all the Perhentian pictures and and both of the guys fighting who's picture is more. *Ayat english sumpah teruk* Lastly , both gave up and and I won!

Okay , I lied. I didnt win. Heeee! Then , Fiqri started to call and stuff. So , quickly I prepared myself as my heart and my mind was like sooooo damn excited to go shopping. And , oh yeahh. Dian & Boy pun pergi gak. But tak join kteorang -________-

Okayy , skip to shopping. Well , now my true colours finally revealed! I get nervous when choosing clothes or slippers or whatever. That's me. But then , after nervous. I'll buy both or all. HAHA , waste of time jea. But till now , I regret I didnt buy this one baju which Dian called "Baju Kain". -________-

Eating timeee! We eated NANDO'S. Yeahh , finally. Dapat gak nando's. At first , I already miss Dian. HAHA , so I thought I wanna text him. But , fikirfikir balik. Takut dia cari Najwa. So I didnt. But like 5 minutes later , Dian texted! :D He said that he is bored and he wanna join me. So i said YES.

Dian came and dia terus mintak my phone. Then , dia main game. My fav part. Dia punya syok main game tu , bila dia kalah jea dia akan cakap "Haish!" but in excited mood. Bila dia menang plak dia cakap "Yesssss! HAHA!" again and again. Then dia gelak. HAHA , comel jea. Syok gila kott dia main.

So , thats what I did today. Satisfied. With my two beloved guys. Dian&Fiqri. I love you guys. Tapi susah lah nak hang dengan korg dua sekali gus sebab if Najwa cakap dengan sorg , sorg akan diam. Boring! Heeeeee , <3

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Hell yeah ,

This is for my holidays. THANK YOUU :)

Holidays

HELLO , i hate holidays without money. Thank you. :)

Ok ok , I ADMIT! I love money. I'm a money maniac. I would kill myself to get money. And guess what ? I've been starving for like a few days to save my money. But end up by spending it. It's worth it. HAHA , sale ohh sale! You're killing me okay?!

This is why I hate holidays :

On holidays , family should be on holiday lahh ofcourse! We should travel anywhere. But not my family. Its been 2 years dah kteorang tak travel. Fuck kott. Kerjakerjakerja. Bila nak habis? And my sis plak belajarbelajarbelajar. Grrrrrr , tinggallah me , myself and I sorgsorg kat rumah. Best kan?

Ok , since I'm the only one stuck in the house. My mom gave me some works. Gahhhh! Cleaning the house including lipat baju and stuff and she'll pay me RM500. Boleh lahh. So I accept! But still , I'm tired as hell. Boring. Feels like grounded.

I hate online actually. But its also my fault because not having something to do. So I HAVE to online. When I online , especially myspace. All I do is approve the comments and friend request. I really hate when people ask like "Hye , boleh berkenalan?" or "You stay mana?" Kalau bagitahu bukannya tahu pun. And I really hate kalau baru kenal like 10 minutes and suddenly "You , nak num you boleh?" Fuck you! Ingat senangsenang ke nak bagi num kat stranger?

Ok , I'm already out from the title. Sooo , kesimpulan. I NEED MONEY FOR SHOPPING. Tak fahamfaham lagi ke? =.="