5 months

Dear ARR, Happy 5months Anniversary! 

I cant believe its 5months already. Like seriously, I thought we're still like 2months. Heee, nyways, thank you for everything. Thanks for understanding my condition right now. Still feel guilty going to SBP though. I need you every moment sayang. I need to share everything that I've been through. But sadly, I cant. Thanks to my school's rule, I cant even look at my phone for 10mins! Gosh, I gtg. I'll be late! Love you sayang. Sorry no ayat gramatis because time get jealous whenever I'm posting something bout you. Again, love you so much.

"I love you with all my butt. I would like to say heart, but my butt is bigger". 

Remember this?

What A Week

Okay, usually I'll be laughing my ass off towards any of my friends that'll have sunburn or any terrible tanned or they just accidentally change horrible brownish or orangy. Well, you wanna know what?

SUNBURN ATTACKS ME NOW!

F YOU SUNBURN!

When I say I have sunburn on me, I didnt mean by the ordinary sunburn that'll fade away 3days after. I am literally dark like Nando's chicken after they cooked it! Ughh. #@!$%&* Okay, last week I went to this camping where I go as a urusetia. I thought I'll be happily away from school, relax at the room and just prepare the food for the students. But then I have to follow EVERY SINGLE ACTIVITIES that they attended which is shitttttaaayyyy because mostly its outdoor and its freaking hot! No trees at all! Muttaaaa. 

Then the next day, I have swimming class which I MUST attend because my dad paid for it so wasting is a bad. HAHA. Its was fun, I'm definitely not gonna lie bout that. But then, I realized that my sunburn is more worst than ever! But the good news is, I jumped from the plank thingie. Yerrrrr haha! 7feet okayyyy! Tinggi nak mampus! *And I saw some guys checking on me. Dude! Takennnnn!* I think thats it! So I'm dark, I look like an Indon and I going home next week! <3

Killing me softly

Hey ho I H my new school. Several excuses can be list here as you read right now but I'll keep it just between me, myself and my parents.

But like seriously, its not just me. Next week, one of my friend are leaving this school. Second in take just like moi. At first, she was high spirited, taking pictures and always asked me questions till I felt like strangling her neck that moment! But I have no rights to do that and I'll be going to jail if I do that so I keep it in my mind so that no one at that particular moment knows but me. Now, she's leaving me, and some of my KL friend decided to leave this school too.

It gave me the effect, hoping to leave this school ASAP. My parents are being helpful though. But everytime I hang up the phone, gosh my heart just felt like I'm missing them so much that make me cry for every night! Do you know that crying is tiring?! GAH!

Papa keep on telling "Just focus on your studies and we'll see the results on June."
While mama "Learn to improve yourself, not to compete everyone."

But most of the people that I really wish to hear something meaningful that helps me survive here disappointed me. All they say was "Its normal" or "Memang dah adat" or "Tak pelik lah Najwa" and most annoying is "Kteorg dulu lagi teruk, so dah tak rasa pape dah" WTF?  Dude! You guys have been 4 years living in this !@#$%& of course you're immune to it! I've been living at KL a long time and I'm comfortable to the environment and now I have to learn and obey new rules that is not even a big deal. Muttafukka.

So, that is me now. Desperate to go home. Hoping everyday. And I don't give a damn what people say. *Except for my parents*

I'm hate copying

Okay, I'll be lying if I say that I never copy my friend's homeworks. But I feel horrible after copying their works! Seriously, dont you guys feel it?

Facts that make me feel like copying others :
1. I blank whenever I see the questions
2. I'm not in the mood to do my works
3. I'm suffering some pain that MAY BE causes my death :p
and most important
4. I'm too lazy to think and write!

But now I realized that doing my works with my own effort its kinda satisfying  whether I got correct answers or wrong. But I'll feel over thrilled especially I get correct! WoooHooo! So now, I, Najwa Najhan, will try to finish my homeworks by my own effort *which will make me sitting at the Dewan Makan alone while prep*  especially on Addmaths, Maths, Physics aaaa you got my point aite? :D

*Unless if I'm berry lazy because Mr.M disease had been buried in my heart since I started high school. Thanks a lot! :(