Terribly homesick :(

One week has past here at SHAH. Shoot, baru satu minggu weh. And I'm waiting for June. Dear God, please get me outta here.

Nyways, this week, not so proudly to say that my school is the tuan rumah for the upcoming drama competition and hell no budak lower form dapat balik. SHIT! And wanna know something that burns my heart? Most of the lower form decided to STAY! Terbaik gila!

Okay, for the past few days, I've been calling my parents EVERY SINGLE DAY and they never fails me to cry whenever I listened to their voice. Terseksa :S  I miss you pa, I miss you ma. And I never get tired of saying that to you. And I'm kuching-sick. NENEKKKKK! Nak jumpa nenek!  :'(

Jojo? Macam taknak ganggu dia. Maybe he is busy with his stuff so like yeah. Belum tentu dia akan reply on the spot. A bit sad lah takdapat nak text dia but I have to understand both of our situation. But I miss him.

As a conclusion :

I MISS EVERYONE AND I CANT WAIT TO GET OUTTA HERE!

Jojo

There's something that I can't quite explain 
I'm so in love with you 
You'll never take that away 
And if I've said it a hundred times before 
Expect a thousand more 
You'll never take that away 

Well expect me to be 
Calling you to see 
If you're okay when I'm not around 
Asking if you love me? 
I love the way you make it sound 
Calling you to see 
Do I try too hard to make you smile? 
To make us smile 

I will keep calling you to see 
If you're sleeping, are you dreaming 
If you're dreaming, are you dreaming of me 
I can't believe you actually picked me 

I thought that the world had lost it's way 
(It's so hard sometimes) 
Then I fell in love with you 
(Then came you) 
(Then came you) 
And you took that away 
(It's not so difficult, 
The world is not so difficult) 
You take away the old

Show me the new 
And I feel like I can fly when I stand next to you 
So while I'm on this phone 
A hundred miles from home 
I'll take the words you gave and send them back to you 

I only want to see 
If you're okay when I'm not around 
Asking if you love me? 
I love the way you make it sound 
Calling you to see 
Do I try too hard to make you smile? 
To make us smile 

I will keep calling you to see 
If you're sleeping, are you dreaming 
If you're dreaming, are you dreaming of me 
I can't believe you actually picked me 

Well I will keep calling you to see 
If you're sleeping, are you dreaming 
If you're dreaming, are you dreaming of me 
I can't believe you actually picked me 

I will keep calling you to see 
If you're sleeping, are you dreaming 
If you're dreaming, are you dreaming of me 
I can't believe you actually picked me 

Kuching :')

These past few days, I was at Kuching. I couldnt describe how happy I was when I'm there. Definitely excited to meet my nenek and aunties. Cousins. Miera. And of course, my sayang :') Too bad, no pictures were taken. -_- Just realized that though. Too busy talking to each other. Takpe takpe.

Everyday spending time with him was a blast. Walaupun 4days je, but its worth it. Daripada tak jumpa langsung. But, it left me with a broken heart as I waved goodbye to him. Never in my whole life I feel down like this. I may be okay later, but it'll take me weeks. Or months. I may look okay outside, but you never know how I feel inside.

I miss you b :'( Next holidays will be mid-year and raya. Although you said you're coming here during mid-year hols but its still a long time to go. 2 months. I know you asked me to be relax, cool, chill. But I guess I couldnt control my feelings anymore. I'm sorry that I have to go to Pahang. I'm sorry that I couldnt text you the whole time. I'm really sorry.

I even hold my tears when my nenek kissed me! 

Gosh, soooo not ready to go back to SHAH. 

Kawan Barr

When I read my last post *I'm Coming Home* through my bb, its like I've insulted the school pretty bad. WEIRDLY, its kinda annoyed because it aint so bad actually. HAHA weirdo I know. Btw, every student there loves SHAH so much is because the friends they have since form 1. And I'm just a new girl who just need to find friends that they have.

Gladly to say that my friends ROCK! *Eceh eceh jangan kembang* Perangai lebih kurang je actually. Cuma dorg tak show sangat. Unlike me -____- Sakai forever, thankss. Btw, this last 2 weeks, they guided me, although most of the time I turned blur or senang kata, tak faham apa dorg cakap. Heh heh sorry guys.

Okay dengan tak berapa nak bangganya, I'd like to tell you things that I've joined there at SHAH.

Class : 4 Bakti

Club : Photography

Sports : Either Tennis or Squash -_-

Uniform : Scouts *oh damnit*

Extra Bahasa : Jepun *dipaksa oleh Mukhriz, yeah thanks a lot dude!*

Job : Officially teacher of Bahasa Sarawak to my friends. 

Wawasan Diri : Masih tetap dgn "Saya ingin menjadi orang kaya."

Oh and I learnt something from Japan class the other day.

"Okka noditchi ni kochitai. ARR <3"

I'm coming home

Setelah 2 minggu terseksa kat SHAH sana, haaa finally cuti jugak. GAH taknak balik sana balik! Seriously, muka dah hitam macam tambi -_- Milla macam mana eh kat Mukah sana? Rindu gilaaa.

Ni yg nak cerita ni. Sepanjang hidup 2 minggu kat sana, rasa macam nak lari sekolah je. Sumpah penat nak mamps. Takde rehat langsung. Masa rehat, I filled it with doing chores such as ironing my baju kurung or washing my clothes. Washing machine macam siiiiiii sebab ada je yg guna. Memang tak kasi chance langsung. Pergi prep plak kena pakai pump shoes or apaapa je asalkan bukan slipper. WTH? Duduk kat Dewan Makan je pun. TAKTAHAN.

Oh lagi satu, gladly to annouce that I have friends. But apa dorang cakap SUMPAH TAK FAHAM! Otak pending kejap, then baru faham. Sumpah tak rock. Then baru 2 minggu kat sana dah ada drama. Terbaik lah weh. Haaa stress. Cuti seminggu sumpah tak cukup. Homeworks memang takboleh lagi banyak.

The best is, Najwa start rapat for almost semua perempuan aras Hamdan. Apa itu Hamdan? Hamdan tuuu, nama rumah sukan. Warna hijau. Memang takboleh lari from rumah hijau lah Najwa ni. And I got award terbaik punyaa. "Penyental Baju Terbaik". Sengal betul. HAHA

But, WHATEVER lah. Cuti ni enjoy mati matian. Ada aku kisah? NAK BALIK KUCHING. Jumpa ninek, kak baby and jojo<3 *Excited nak mati* Okay adios!