My boyfriend are back

I love you guys :B 

I wish.

Help

What is love? Every girl wishes to have a true love but what is that? 

I'm clueless. Idk anything about love.

Why?

I always ended up crying when I believe.

Do you still believe?

Idk. My mind says no. Deep down inside, I do. 

Part of mine

Just an ordinary day. Nothing special. Organizing my wardrobe. Apparently, I can't put all of my clothes in the wardrobe. Too many clothes. Trying to decide which stays and which don't.

Joking. Everything stays. I love my clothes too much. *well, i did throw something* So, organized them into groups. Sleeveless, tshirts, dresses, school shirts and others. But then, I missed one. Jerseys.

Lipat jersey. First one was green. Lime green to be exact. Haha of course, its my team jersey called Hamdan at SHAH. Champion this year. Then, black and yellow. Malaysia jersey. I always love this jersey because I can't believe I actually watch the match and scream like hell. Too spiritual I guess. HAHA. And last, orange?

Orange jersey. I couldn't remember that I have an orange jersey. I mean, its ORANGE. Its like bergulung when I saw it so I took and opened it. And there it was. Written in black. Bold. High Voltage. Rezza 9. Ya Allah. My heart just crashed into a million pieces. Suddenly, tears starting to fall. It's his. I hugged it and ugh I wish it was him in front of me, wiping my tears.

But no more. He left. And all I got is a small part of him.

Untukmu

Setiap apa yang ku buat

Setiap apa yang ku lakukan

Tidak risau pasal mereka

Walau apa yang terjadi padaku

Kerna ini semua untukmu

Untukmu, untukmu

Kerna ini semua untukmu

Untukmu, untukmu

Secrets

This girl contains a lot of painful secrets behind the smile that she, herself wouldn't dare to speak. 

Dotdotdot

You guys heard about my bestfriend Millatina a.k.a Tambee, my twin Fiqri Syairazi and even my hostel pal, Eleena. But I bet you haven't know bout this young chick called Ikhda Suhada. I might mentioned her name in this blog, *I think* But I haven't post her photos.

Funny starter I tell ya. My first year of school at DIY, I learnt so many types of human around, *and even learnt how to swears a lot* well, I have this fear whenever I'm around Ikhda. And guess what, she hate me. Hell yeah! Hate turns to bestfriends? Figured. HAHA.

Okay, apparently, her group kinda tried to blend it with me, and I might put my ego a little bit high, but yeah, Ikhda always hated me. She said I'm weird, my lifestyle is not like hers, I'm not good enough to be in their team, the way I social is too social, unacceptable, I talk a lot and sometimes I look like a bitch. Yeah, its tough. I can't remember though how we suddenly became bestfriend. Seriously. But I've experienced a lot of funny and unexpected things from her. Now, she's the one that understands me. Okay, I bluff. A lot of my friend understands me, but Ikhda haiyaaaa. If I blinked, the message straightly came into her mind and she's like "Received dude."

Nothing starts beautifully. Starter usually is a bit painful. But if we stay and learn to accept the fact, it'll turn out extra ordinary. Now, Ikhda and I are the Koperasi Prefects and PRS together. Its hard to hold 2 responsibility that usually bumps into the same dates and stuff, but its fun because I have her to cherish with and only her knows the tears, sweats and laughter we've shared.

Oh shucks, retarded much?

I called her Dot btw.

The S Word

Seriously guys. My life sucks. Seriously. Coldplay rocks. Thats all. I love Coldplay. You live in a container box if you dont know whats Coldplay. You sucks. HAHA okay okay bye. Imma sleep now. Oh wait, you dont care! HAHAHA okay blame the laughing gas -,-

Am I that easy to be forgotten?