Unexpected

Hello, hello. I dont know how to describe my feelings now. I'm angry, I'm sad, I'm happy, I'm confused. Ugh. Last night, I got a shocking news till today I still cant believe that it happened. My dad, gave me this :

At first of course I was thrilled and excited and happy because finally I've been accepted by the government. I screamed like hell and smiled widely like I have not smile for centuries. But then, something popped out in my mind. What about my friends? My cousins? Jojo? Milla, Ikhda & Fiqri? Kak Baby? God, I'll miss them terribly. And again, I'm not the type that studies 24/7. I enjoy, have fun, spend time with families and friends A LOT. Idk whether I can survive there. To fit in. I dont do timetable. And I might be homesick. Hmm, idk what to do now :(

-10 more days

Sivik ;D

Soalan yg dikemukakan oleh cikgu Sivik saya.

Wawasan diri anda?

: Saya ingin menjadi orang kaya.

Perkara yg harus anda lakukan untuk mencapainya?

: Sentiasa bersedia untuk menghadapi dugaan, belajar bersungguh-sungguh serta berdoa kepada Tuhan untk keberkatan.

Ikrar janji anda untuk mencapai wawasan itu?

: Maka saya, rakyat Malaysia, berikrar, akan sanggup menghadapi apa apa dugaan dan cabaran yang bakal saya tempuhi di masa hadapan tanpa mengenal erti putus asa dan penat lelah.

Jika gagal, apakah yg patut anda lakukan?

: Jika gagal, saya TIDAK akan berputus asa dan terus melakukannya sehingga berjaya.

Setelah berjaya, apakah yang patut anda lakukan? 

: Setelah berjaya, saya akan membuat majlis besar besaran tanda menghargai jasa ibu bapa dan semua rakan yg membantu serta membuka sebuah restoran dan meluaskannya sehingga ke luar negara. 

Keesokkan harinya :

Cikgu : Nama yg saya panggil, tahniah. Kamu adalah antara yg terbaik. Arief, Alif, Fatin, Vimal, blablabla.....
Me : Booooo damn it.

Azie : Relaxlah Najwa.
Cikgu : Najwa, Ikhda ......
Me : Yeeehaaa!
Fiqri : BOOOOOOOO.
Me : I just wanna be, I just wanna be successful. (Successful by Drake ft Trey Songz)

Love

Love. Who, doesnt know this word? As a teenager, no one can run from it. 

Everyone will feel that love. Trying to deny it? Well, you've got to be lying to yourself. Paling paling pun, you might have a small crush on him/her. I tried to fight it whenever I can, but at the end, I'll fall in love.

Love is beautiful. Love is amazing. Love is every single beautiful sweet words. Every morning, you have someone who would say "Good morning sayang" and at night "Good night sayang." Love is easy. That is love.

But, most of it ended up with two broken heart. Who says that love is easy? Cant you see? Because of love, you have to sacrifices for almost everything. Any mistakes that you did, you might break their heart. And its hard when you see someone you love, hurts. So, love is not easy.

But, I'll always love you sayang. I hope that I'm not just a big disappointment to you. I miss you.