Sighing :(

Its a relief you know. To cry the whole night. Release all the tension. Trying to forget all the stupid stuff that you shouldn't know. But one problem got into me. I can't stop crying. Ughh, why now?

Yesterday, I didn't study at all. Today I got History and Math. My worst nightmare. But, I just keep on crying. Wondering that so dumb of me hoping. Call me weird, cause I can't control my feelings. I really hope this mid year school holidays could cheer me up. And I hope I could just fake a smile at school today.

Papa always says "Start your day with a smile, Najwa."

I guess not today. Or shall I say, "Start a day with tears?"