dreams insyaAllah will come true.

having one of these cameras is my dream. i really hope that i can kumpul my money banyakbanyak as soon as possible. i rather eat NOTHING at school to save money. i dont want cool phones or and iPod now. i just want them. Ya Allah, please help me. i really want it.

Nikon DSLR D500 - RM 3,288
Nikon DSLR D90 - RM 4,688
Nikon DSLR D60 - RM 2,388
Canon EOS 500D - RM3,113
Canon EOS 500D Kit 1 - RM3,663
Canon EOS 500D Kit 2 - RM5,225

worst week ever. still, hehe!

why worst? because in this week, NO RELAX for me. every morning i have to wake up on 8 am and start to ready myself to go to school. why so early u ask? because i have to do some work at KOPERASI SEKOLAH. but the best part is, i can meet my friends on sesi pagi. :D still, its very tired u know!

yesterday, Friday, June 26, my school were having HARI KOPERASI. for god sake! in the same time i have to practice my acting ting. faham2 je laa. so i have to come to school so f*cking early! then, while recess. i have to jaga on the "air float" part where students crazily in love with it. like usual, i have to ask 2 things which i really hate.

1. Nak air apa? Coke? Pepsi? Aiskrim soda?
2. Aiskrim apa? Chocolate? Vanila? Strawberry? Blueberry? Keladi? Vanila with chocolate syrup?

Acting. Ugh! The stress of fighting about parts and laughing while act is soooooo not cool. I come to school every 7 am and start practice BETULBETUL punya on 9 am. Stupid tak? Good thing today, Saturday, June 27, we did the act beautifully. It was very nervous. I was shake and hardly to control my laughs while my friends suddenly made a joke and everyone laughed. (sekali dengan juri)

Portfolio. F*ck up! I have to do History, Geography and something bout a camp trip I joined on the hols. Pulau Perhentian. My brain hurts crazily think about the perfect words and so whatever. Im just 14 doing these things!

Lastly, t-shirt design. As ahli koperasi, i cant join the competition. But seriously, im desperate to have cameras. *especially the nikon or canon. I need to win this to buy cameras. Please! Dont make me yell like one of the weird guy i met on the street. "Anakku! Anakku!" Orang Gila.

Nightmares!

Lets go Malay. Nak tahu tak? Pass few days, my friend : Afiqa. Dia ajak najwa teman dia dengan menyertai satu pertandingan. So I was like "Ok, fine. Jum!" Suddenly, bila datang practise, ruparupanya. ITS A TARIAN MELAYU THINGING! aaaahhhh! Seriously I say, I hate tarian melayu. Its boring and more frustrated than Math.

Harini, terpaksa datang sekolah because ada latihan tarian. And then, kitaorang kenal trainer kitaorang. Orang Sarawak babe! Ingatkan macam Cikgu Sabri (my aunt punya kawan.) Sekali, lagi teruk weiyh! 3 jam, kitaorang kena bend our knees like 25darjah! Gila ohh!

Bila dah habis, Najwa turun tangga pun tak pass. Tahan jelah sakit. Bila balik rumah, suddenly papa ajak kemas rumah. ADOI! Makin sakit lutut ni haa. Sampai sekarang tak hilanghilang.

Seriously, bumping 10times are much better than dancing tarian melayu. Sakit lutut. Rasarasanya bila nak sujud mesti tulah part paling sedap.

Bila dah kemas rumah. Mandilah. Rasa segar sikit. Tapi lutut. LUTUT! Sakit gila babs! And then, datang penyakit. Demam. Baguslah tu. Adoi, hiduphidup. Memang susah.

Exam ! Ahhhhh!!

Ahhhh! Must force myself to read books. Must force myself to focus. Must force myself to accept that Eddy will be sitting next with me. Aahhhh!! *Im sure i fail on History.
EXAM!
Copy time. Peeping other student's paper. Ask the answer. Thats my life. *But, not everytime. It'll make me look stupid. But there's some answer that I put arrow besides it and wrote 'haha!' because the answer is stupid.
EXAM!
Ugh! Teachers will have the eye of eagle. GahhhH! Its like everytime she/he watch me, they say "I have my eyes in you, Najwa." That is freaking scary.
EXAM!
The day that I can make noise alone with blaming other people did it. But some teachers joined me making noisy stuff. Like singing and ketuk-ing the table. Hahaha! Good times.
EXAM!
The day that I be easily hungry. Because of thinking so much, I even dont eat while studying.

GOOD LUCK GUYS!

finally,

On 24th April 2009 is the end of everything between Nurul Najwa and Arief Danial.
They both love each other but Arief Danial can't accept Nurul Najwa's attitude.
He said he will accept if she change. U know what? She will change. She need him so much.
More than she needs new phone. More than she needs Twilight book collections.
Finally, they split up.
Nurul Najwa said : I hope you're happy with your life. Remember, I still love u eddy. I wont give up on you.
Arief Danial said : You too. If you change, I might change my mind too.