My Thoughts

HELLO EVERYONE. Ladies and gentlemen, I dont have any other places to tell what me and my thoughts 'Luahan Hati' :P To me, this blog is already my diary. Except that can be read by any person.

Like I said, my life SUCKS.

But I remember an Australia professor, Avril Lavigne Stein said :

Why you have to go and make things so complicated? I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated. Life's like this you, and you fall and you crawl and you break

and you take what you get and you turn it into honesty and promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it. No no no.

But sometimes, I remind myself bout what Professors at All American Rejects group in Ohio :

When you see my face , hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell.
When you walk my way, hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell.

Still, sometimes I agree with Madam Kelly Clarkson from England :

Because we belong together now. Forever united here somehow.
Yeah you got a piece of me. And honestly, my life would suck without you.

Speaking bout that, I bet you guys know how Doctor Ne-Yo and Miss Rihanna from Paris said past few years :

And I hate how much I love you boy. I can't stand how much I need you. And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go. And I hate that I love you so.

But most of all, I really thinks that she is right :

Isn't anyone tryin to find me? Won't somebody come take me home?
It's a damn cold night! Trying to figure out this life.
Wont you take me by the hand take me somewhere new?
I dont know who you are but I... I'm with you.

Sad.Unhappy.Hurt.Sorrow.

Today was a grrrrrrrrrreat day because I took some pictures at school with friends. But seriously, not really a cheerful day for me. Day by day, I keep being bad mood without a reason. I even realized that I cries a hell lot when I was asleep. So stupid of me thinking life could be better.

I'm not satisfied with my life. Even though I complete my school works, I cook, I clean. But still. Feels like I want to stay away from peoples. I need to go back to Sarawak. To get my life back. To my friends, if you read this. Do you really care what I feel? Are you serious to be MY friends? If you are, why don't you tell me the truth?

Please. Don't play with my feelings. Don't let me down. No one makes me happy anymore.

Something about them.

Once upon a time. *Ehem ehem*

There's a girl who we call Orange. She's just a normal girl but her mind always filled up with problems and stuff. She's kinda dizzy and most important, not really satisfied with her life.

And a guy which I call him Apple. A hyper guy. Sometimes full of surprises.

When Orange met Apple, he makes her smile. Although not for long. Day after day, Orange likes Apple. Didn't want him to know but finally her secret was reveal. It was a relief that Apple knows but Orange always wonder. "Est-ce qu'il prend au sérieux ses sentiment?"

"Apple, I really like you."

*Orange*

Tu me manques H

GOOD MORNING. Today I would like to tell you bout my feelings. Not bout what I've been through. Okay, maybe a little bit. :D

All I want to say is I miss someone. Ofcourse lah a guy. I miss him. Maybe he doesn't know or even doesn't care. Or he doesn't notice what I felt before but I miss him. Haaaah. I wish I could say it to him. But who am I to say it? But I really want him to know. Whatever. He probably wouldn't want to know. That's all I guess. I gotta go to school. Au revoir.

Nerveux

Je suis mort :O

HELLO yellow mellow sorrow. (No motive)

Exam is near. My body is cover with fear. And I speaks clear. Danggg, whats up with me? I only get mee. But its not very yummy. -.- I cant stop. Especially when I mop. And I'll scream POP!

Okay shadapp Najwa. I'm a bit nervous with the up coming exam. *Excretion, Indeces, PMR* Gahhhh, I cant sit relax. Not even now. Sweating while singing Heal The World by Micheal Jackson. Not normal. And and, I even don't text people so much. Haaaaaa, what to do what to do?

I even read French more than BM. BM is soooooo clear. B for boring. M for Malas. Seeeee? Dear teachers, dont be shock because the prove is in front of your damn eyes!

Je déteste Bahasa Malaysia!

I need to be calm. I need chocolateeee! Au revoir!