Hi guys. Its been a long time since I've updated my blog. This 4months of 2012, my goodness. A lot of things happened. Good and bad. But something happened that I wanted to share with you guys.
Friday, 13th April 2012.
I was doing my normal stuff which is going to school and then tuition. But I was a bit worry because for the past 2 days, I've founded out that my grandma (Nek Ang) was hospitalized. I'm not happy because I never knew that my grandma would be sick. She's always healthy. Then my mum called. She said that we'll be flying to Kuching tomorrow. So I guessed, something is not right.
Saturday, 14th April 2012.
So last night I slept very late. I can't sleep at all. I was worried sick. Then my mum woke me up at 5am. She booked our tix as early as she can. She woke me up by saying "Najwa, bangun. Nenek dah takde." I straightly rise up and started to cry. By looking on my mum's face. I lose a grandmother. My mum. She lose a mother. We rushed to airport and safely arrived at Kuching. Arwah nenek, she look so fine. She even smiled. I look at her as if she's sleeping. I cried and closed my eyes, hoping for my grandma to breathe. But nothing happened. I just have to let her go.
But you see, my grandma's death cause for my family to be more close to each other. I still miss my grandma. To me, she never died. She is still alive with me. In my heart. So I must say this, to you all. Love your family no matter what.
"Nek, kamek rindu kitak. Kamek mintak maaf, sik sempat kamek mok jumpa kitak. Kamek harap kitak maafkan segala kesalahan kamek. Mun kamek ada polah kitak sakit hati ka apa. Kamek sik sengaja. Kamek sentiasa sayang kitak nek. Kamek tauk kitak akan okay sebab kitak baik. Sentiasa baik dengan siapasiapa. Kitak suka jak senyum dengan orang. Kitak tahan dengan karenah cucu cucu kitak. Semoga ninek ditempatkan dengan orang orang yg beriman. Al-Fatihah"
