Brighter

I've been trying to avoid the LOVE LIFE but some people just dont get it.

Stay away from me.

Someone I used to laugh with ,

Wowing. I can't believe what I'm saying but suddenly, I miss Syra Basir so much. Who is she you asked? Well, thats easy. She's my friend which I known for only 10 minutes and suddenly we exchange phone number and stuff. She called me one day. She said she wanted to come to my house. And guess what? It's 5 am.

But she's still a friend even though I don't know so much bout her. Her parents, home, siblings, anything lahh! I only knew her name which people called her SYRA. I don't even know her full name. People may thinks that she is a wild teenage girl or whatever. But not me nor Milla. Oh yeah, I know Syra from Milla.

Just now, I checked her facebook and myspace. No

update no nothing. I even checked her blog. Since she doesn't update anything so I just keep reading her older post and suddenly, she wrote something. The topic is Wednesday, 16 December 2009 - HAHA

She wrote :

Guys , i hang out to bb with sweety cute Najwa :) We plan last minute kot in this day too baru plan na hang out . At 4pm, we went to bb by monorail . Thanks god , dlm monorail ta ramai org . There was a sit for us :D huhu then smpai jea kat bb Najwa & i terus pegi buat fish spa . Haha truthfully , that was really ticklish . Haha just like someone tickle your feet haha that time i was laugh heartily HAHA

After buat fish spa , that was SOMETHING HAPPEN (!) HAHA something that i'll never forget :p

Just out from fish spa tu then jalan menuju ke Pavillion . Right side , ada kerja2 pembinaan tau then there was so many holes . I ta perasan , then i was drop in the hole . OO EMM GEE (!) There w

as a thousand of people at bukit bintang tu haha semua nampak kot , grr . Bila dah jatuh , bangun sendiri lah haha Najwa ta perasan kot . Then bangun jea i macam blurr kejap haha i feel hurts

tau . OH MY LORD (!) My knee was bleeding -________- I already told you guys that i hate blood right ? That time i sedar yg lutut i berdarah , i terus nangis kot . Idc lah depan thousand of peeps ke , million ke yg i fikir that time "i really2 hate blood" just like i will die jea , grr -.-" Then i cried more loudly after i sedar that i just finished up my fish spa (!) Grrr (T.T) Sedih gila oo that time .

I call all my friend yg ada car . But semua tak bole , bole pun lambat . Ah , first person i called actually Gajus but grrr apa2 lah that was something happen kitaorg sempa

t gaduh lg . Youu lah Gajus , i serious suruh youu dtg you bole kata you na makan dulu lah kat pavi tu segala grr . But when i end up the phone , dia terus text tny i kat mana :) hee but that time i ego ,ye lah tga panic enn nampak darah segala . I macam , aah what so ever lah . Blurrr -____- (now alreday 5am i still wrote this) .

Najwa lg lah kaku terus , she's more panic than i HAHA . Dia tlg tahankan taxi then terus pegi clinic swasta yg bedekatan . Grr there was a small clinic blkg bb . Huhu samp

ai jea , kena tunggu dulu enn . That time , Gajus text me that his car kena tarik dgn DBKL . Oo emm gee , poor you babe kena denda RM250 lg grr sorry i cant do anything . Then my name was called , i pegi cuci & balut luka jea kat clinic tu - RM20 . Then pegi Pavi balik HAHA sempat lagi tu ;p

Najwa & i lapar gila kot , we went to KFC . Haha my fav (!) I'll find youu chicken nak2 kaki dah cacat ni haha . We eat , eat , eat & eat a lot ngee :D

At 8pm , Gajus take us at Pavi then bring us back to

Najwa hse okay . *Gajus dah pegi amek kereta dia* Haha dah lah sesat na cari condo Najwa tu da smpai segambut segala padahal her condo was at Permai Ria jalan Ipoh jea haha . Grr smpai jea rumah Najwa , lepak-ing in her room jea , Grr , my knee was really worst kot . Cacat terus -_____-"

I really enjoy this day even dah cacat pun HAHA

P/S : Imy Najwa , thnkyouu for all :)

OMG, I just stared and stared and begin to realized that I have forgotten my friend. I was so busy with PMR and school life until I have forgotten a girl who once spent time with me. I'm so sorry Syra. It's almost a year now you're gone Syra. I really really missed you. Not lying. We all miss you. Where have you been Syra? We really miss you a lot. I couldn't just sit here and wondering where would you be now? Hmmm, I really hope you'll be fi

ne. Love - Najwa

:'(

Ramadhan ;D

HELLO HELLO people! Just dropping by to wish all of you Selamat Menyambut Bulan Ramadhan Al-Mubarak! Heeeee excited doee! Bukak puasa confirm makan banyak. Then after buka puasa, exercise pulakk. (Solat Terawih)

Today's menu for my sahur is some Sarawak thingie punya food. HAHA sumpah sedapp. And oh, yesterday Milla's friends and I celebrated Milla's 15th birthday! :') You're old and I'm so proud of you. It was fun. HAHA weirdly she called me for the last minute and asked me to make like a big HAPPY BIRTHDAY bena. Or is it bina? Oh whatever. My BM sucks. -.-

HAHA yang part paling best sekali, I asked Milla to tell Haziq to wear blue t-shirt and you know what? He really did wear blue t-shirt! HAHA sepasang dengan Najwaa. ;D So, as a blue t-shirt couple, *we're just FRIENDS* we were also the photographer couple. Kerja tangkap gambar jeeee. So, before we ended Milla's birthday, ofcourse. Ada telur. HAHA kesian diaa. I can't believe she really don't know bout the egg and my weird attitude of changing clothes and stuff.

Heeee and Milla and I pergi solat terawih samasama. After 8 rakaat, both of us sit besides the veranda of the mosque and talk till we drop. And we really drop! Both of us decided to baring. HAHA good times good times. I wish I could solat terawih with her for the rest of the Ramadhan. I think that's it lah. Heeee au revoir.

Witness

I just got back from school. Gosh. One word. Tired. But I can run from the fact that walking from school is tiring. As I arrived, I checked my phone. Straightly checked my inbox.

(no messages)

Like always. I sighed and reached my laptop. Online of course. I look back my phone. I remembered. Last time I got almost 100++ messages in a day was wayyyy long time. Frankly, I miss those moment. But what to do? I just have to accept that no one text me. Kesian.

Actually. I just witness a debate in fb. It's about how a group of friends suddenly collapse. There was 4 of them who tried to keep their friendship and 1 who just gave up. It's not my right to comment or say whatever bout this fight. But as a human that have religion. Breaking a relationship *friend* is a sin. I'm not gonna be ustazah but it's true. I hate watching people fight or hate each other.

You can't say people come and go especially you're one of the lovable. You CAN say that if someone died. You have to realize that friendship is the most great present that you've got. As you see, teenagers nowadays are more close with their friends than family. As an example : when you have problems and you need to tell someone. Answer me. Will you directly call your parents and tell everything or your friends? Or you have a great news bout things that you love. Is it your parents that you willing to tell first? Or your friends?

Give and take is what we teenagers have to do. I'm a bit disappointed of what happened. Imagine how's your other friends feels? You, moving on, happily. While other still waiting for you to come back. Can't you remember all the things that you guys have done together? Sharing all the laughs, sadness even scared together. They have other friends too but consider yourself as a lucky one because they love you more. But all you ended up with GOODBYE.

Hmmm, I know I'm just a kid. Underage. Not mature yet. But at least I know how to keep my friendship strong till now. The conclusion is, losing a friend is not the answer. I did this because I care.

Najwa's BACK

Hello. Yes I'm backk. HAHA lama tak update blog ni. Actually, I almost forgot that I have a blog. Thanks to my friend, she reminds me to update this blog. *HAHA*

Nyway, the only reason I didnt update the blog is I was in love. WAS. And I've broken heart as what happened. Trying to forget bout everything's that magically makes me remind of him. A lot of thing helped me. Counseling, school activities. And a lot of patiences. Thank God I'm okayy. HAHA

Last three weeks ago, I went to Kadet Polis's camping. And last week I went to PRS's camping. HAHA my parents and sister called me crazy because PMR is totally less than 80 days and I'm still camping and stuff. But I'm glad filling up my mind with some activities. Atleast it calmed me down and relaxed my mind from thinking something stupid.Oh yeah, last Friday. One of my friend pindah to Pahang. *Sigh* Why must everyone move now? Why not next year? I'm soooooo sick of my friend's moving.

I looked around, everyone's happy. Except me. Nahhh, I wont bother bout it lah. Forget bout it. This might shock you but, I, Najwa Najhan, Twilight's biggest fan, haven't watched Eclipse! What the hell is that?! Gahhh! This drive me co-co! I really need to watch that! I've been reading the novels again and again. But still havent watch the movie! AAAAAAAHHHHHH!

I just chat with my bestfriend, Milla. And she said she met Saiful yesterday. Aiyoooo. Why must she's the only one who keeps meeting him? This sucks. My parents wont allow me to hangout on weekends with friends anymore. Unless, my sister or part of my family ada. Baru boleh keluar. A bit suck eh? But what to do? This is the life of every person that want a success life on the future. In much clearer word, RICH LIFE. HAHA berangan.

So that's bout it. I have no idea dah ni. I promise I'll update again. Dont be mad at me dah! -.- Au revoir. Muaxh!