If he knew

Something that I wish I could say to him.
Anyway, just to drop by and say
Happy Birthday To You.

2012

"Life is full of surprises. Expect nothing. Live frugally on surprises."

Another year, another journey, another experience. 

17 years, I lived. There were ups and downs, but hey? I lived. People at my age now thinks they know everything, but actually they dont. They should realized that. But no one can actually say that on their face. What I know about life? Life is learning. Life is full of surprises. Expect nothing. Live frugally on surprises.  Life is the art of drawing without an eraser. Day by day, people make mistakes. Its life. Give and take. So, have regrets. They are fuel. On the page they flare into desires.

2012 Resolution?
9A+ for my SPM and a better life.

:o

Nurul Najwa Binti Najhan

Going to be 17 in 2012

28 September 1995

Libra

Single

SMK Dato' Ibrahim Yaacob

SPM CANDIDATES 2012

Holes.

So, what's going on with my life? I haven't go out for this week.
I'm not in the mood for anything. 

Most of my friends now is in a relationship. In love. Its holiday so I'm not surprised. What can be much more fun in holidays than love? I should be happy for them. Usually I'm eager to meet their boy/girlfriend but I don't know what's up with me but I just don't wanna meet anybody.

I feel much more better when I'm alone. Even though when my parents are around. I rather be alone. Laying on  the sofa. Just stares at the ceiling and just wonder what and why. Atleast I'm getting better on doing my chores. But, sigh. I just don't know. For some unknown reason, I just want to be left behind.

But who cares? Readers remain readers. Friends remain friends. You can't do anything to change my feelings. Maybe a laughter in 5mins but they can't fill up back the holes. Oh what should I do now?

Just posting

Hahahahaha!