Sad.Unhappy.Hurt.Sorrow.

Today was a grrrrrrrrrreat day because I took some pictures at school with friends. But seriously, not really a cheerful day for me. Day by day, I keep being bad mood without a reason. I even realized that I cries a hell lot when I was asleep. So stupid of me thinking life could be better.

I'm not satisfied with my life. Even though I complete my school works, I cook, I clean. But still. Feels like I want to stay away from peoples. I need to go back to Sarawak. To get my life back. To my friends, if you read this. Do you really care what I feel? Are you serious to be MY friends? If you are, why don't you tell me the truth?

Please. Don't play with my feelings. Don't let me down. No one makes me happy anymore.

Something about them.

Once upon a time. *Ehem ehem*

There's a girl who we call Orange. She's just a normal girl but her mind always filled up with problems and stuff. She's kinda dizzy and most important, not really satisfied with her life.

And a guy which I call him Apple. A hyper guy. Sometimes full of surprises.

When Orange met Apple, he makes her smile. Although not for long. Day after day, Orange likes Apple. Didn't want him to know but finally her secret was reveal. It was a relief that Apple knows but Orange always wonder. "Est-ce qu'il prend au sérieux ses sentiment?"

"Apple, I really like you."

*Orange*

Tu me manques H

GOOD MORNING. Today I would like to tell you bout my feelings. Not bout what I've been through. Okay, maybe a little bit. :D

All I want to say is I miss someone. Ofcourse lah a guy. I miss him. Maybe he doesn't know or even doesn't care. Or he doesn't notice what I felt before but I miss him. Haaaah. I wish I could say it to him. But who am I to say it? But I really want him to know. Whatever. He probably wouldn't want to know. That's all I guess. I gotta go to school. Au revoir.

Nerveux

Je suis mort :O

HELLO yellow mellow sorrow. (No motive)

Exam is near. My body is cover with fear. And I speaks clear. Danggg, whats up with me? I only get mee. But its not very yummy. -.- I cant stop. Especially when I mop. And I'll scream POP!

Okay shadapp Najwa. I'm a bit nervous with the up coming exam. *Excretion, Indeces, PMR* Gahhhh, I cant sit relax. Not even now. Sweating while singing Heal The World by Micheal Jackson. Not normal. And and, I even don't text people so much. Haaaaaa, what to do what to do?

I even read French more than BM. BM is soooooo clear. B for boring. M for Malas. Seeeee? Dear teachers, dont be shock because the prove is in front of your damn eyes!

Je déteste Bahasa Malaysia!

I need to be calm. I need chocolateeee! Au revoir!

FEVER

Woahh, another month, another fever. Another sore throat, cough and flu. HAIYA I'm not shock you know. Just getting sick of it. Haiyaa. What to do. Badan keding, vitamin kurang. Memang banyak penyakit lah. HAHA *menghina diri sendiri*

Tapi lah, makin Najwa demam ni, makin banyak benda yg nak dimakan. -.- Macam kempunan tau. Sekejap nak ice cream, sekejap nak cake. Sekejap nak marshmallow. But most of all, I never get rid of McD and Burger King in my mind. Gahhh, sweet Mcd and Burger King. I'm in lovee!

Whatever it is, because of this stupid fever, I missed my photoshoot for my class. Haiya. This is not a good week for me lah. -.- And ofcourse! I'm stuck with the bubur. AHHHHH! I want the fever end A.S.A.P! :'(