Dato' Ibrahim Yaacob

Frankly speaks, rindu DIY sangatsangat. Nak pindah sana balik, but sana nak ke terima Najwa?

Kalau dapat, hmm nak jawatan lama. Pengawas Koperasi, PRS, Bendahari 4Diamond, Kadet Polis, ahli Jaguar, ahli Badminton, * and Naib Pengerusi Kelab Rukun Negara HA HA.* Tapi boleh ke?

Okay rindu Fiqri and Ikhda. Rindu gang gang study laugh. Rindu segala galanya. I even miss the old me. How? I am now wayyyy totally the opposite of the person I used to be. Sigh, papa please help me out here? 

But, I need to improve my studies. I need that very much. By staying at KL, can I do that?

Gelak lah

Okayyy taktahu nak update apa actually. But emm, I think I got this one joke. *Please cakap korg tak pernah dengar joke ni* HAHA

Okayy, serious Najwa. *tampar pipi sendiri*
Ada satu bestfriend ni. Seekor lembu, seekor lagi babi. Pada suatu hari, dorg takde plan tau. Pastu tibatiba babi ni cadangkan satu idea. Babi cakap "Weh, jum kita lukis muka masing masing. Kau lukis muka aku, aku lukis muka kau. Okay tak?" Lembu tu pun cakap "Oh okay!"

Then dorg pun lukislah muka each other. Bila dah siap, babi show lah lukisan dia dekat Lembu. Lembu pun cakap "Gila cantik kau lukis Babi. Okay aku pulak show lukisan aku." Then bila Babi tengok and dia terus cakap "Wehhh! Buruk gila siot! Macam babi!"

Lawak takkk? Okay yg pernah dengar tu shadap kay?

Another sigh

Now, all I have to do is wait. *And waiting aint my biggest strength* 

I'm excited of the upcoming event. Certain people je tahu. But then when I call my peeps, they seems to have some problems and trust me, its like shit. No worries, I know it'll be better one day. Lately, I cant stop crying. I exploded twice in front of my teacher *and I might have slipped out couple of bad words* but I kept it too long in my heart! I need home doctor.

Weirdly, I'm craving for some steak and black pepper with mashed potatoes and french fries added up with mayo or just a simple Lai Chi Kang *or even a nice RM4.50 burger tepi jalan* but you'll never found it here at Pekan -.- Kempunan aku. Oh how I miss baking!

On the weekends, I imagine myself laying on the bed with my besties or maybe sitting at Starbucks and play some card games with my parents and sistah. Or bbm and skyping with Jojo at the same time. Or worst come to worst, sitting in front of the big screen, watching Harry Potter's marathon! How happy is that?! 

Sigh. As a conclusion, nothing at here will make me stay. Someday I'll make my move and I'm just waiting for that day. I miss my old life. I miss the old me. I miss what I eat, where I sleep, what I do and dont, and most of all, I miss my parents very very much. 

*I've been trying to contact Jojo.

Where is he? :(

Tak sanggup

Pa, I'm really sorry. Tapi Najwa tak sanggup nak balik hostel. Seriously. I'm tortured. Papa sendiri cakap you will help me to overcome the situation kan? There's no other ways except leaving that horrible school. Please papa. Najwa tak tahan. Tolong lah faham. Najwa tak belajar SATU HAPAK pun kat sana. All I got is shitty torture. Semua benda takboleh. Semua benda takde. Semua benda haram. WTH? Paaaa, please papa. Najwa tak suka sekolah tu. I hate it there! I wanna have the old me.

*Grumbles*

I dont get it. How can they love SHAH so much?