Kawan Barr

When I read my last post *I'm Coming Home* through my bb, its like I've insulted the school pretty bad. WEIRDLY, its kinda annoyed because it aint so bad actually. HAHA weirdo I know. Btw, every student there loves SHAH so much is because the friends they have since form 1. And I'm just a new girl who just need to find friends that they have.

Gladly to say that my friends ROCK! *Eceh eceh jangan kembang* Perangai lebih kurang je actually. Cuma dorg tak show sangat. Unlike me -____- Sakai forever, thankss. Btw, this last 2 weeks, they guided me, although most of the time I turned blur or senang kata, tak faham apa dorg cakap. Heh heh sorry guys.

Okay dengan tak berapa nak bangganya, I'd like to tell you things that I've joined there at SHAH.

Class : 4 Bakti

Club : Photography

Sports : Either Tennis or Squash -_-

Uniform : Scouts *oh damnit*

Extra Bahasa : Jepun *dipaksa oleh Mukhriz, yeah thanks a lot dude!*

Job : Officially teacher of Bahasa Sarawak to my friends. 

Wawasan Diri : Masih tetap dgn "Saya ingin menjadi orang kaya."

Oh and I learnt something from Japan class the other day.

"Okka noditchi ni kochitai. ARR <3"

I'm coming home

Setelah 2 minggu terseksa kat SHAH sana, haaa finally cuti jugak. GAH taknak balik sana balik! Seriously, muka dah hitam macam tambi -_- Milla macam mana eh kat Mukah sana? Rindu gilaaa.

Ni yg nak cerita ni. Sepanjang hidup 2 minggu kat sana, rasa macam nak lari sekolah je. Sumpah penat nak mamps. Takde rehat langsung. Masa rehat, I filled it with doing chores such as ironing my baju kurung or washing my clothes. Washing machine macam siiiiiii sebab ada je yg guna. Memang tak kasi chance langsung. Pergi prep plak kena pakai pump shoes or apaapa je asalkan bukan slipper. WTH? Duduk kat Dewan Makan je pun. TAKTAHAN.

Oh lagi satu, gladly to annouce that I have friends. But apa dorang cakap SUMPAH TAK FAHAM! Otak pending kejap, then baru faham. Sumpah tak rock. Then baru 2 minggu kat sana dah ada drama. Terbaik lah weh. Haaa stress. Cuti seminggu sumpah tak cukup. Homeworks memang takboleh lagi banyak.

The best is, Najwa start rapat for almost semua perempuan aras Hamdan. Apa itu Hamdan? Hamdan tuuu, nama rumah sukan. Warna hijau. Memang takboleh lari from rumah hijau lah Najwa ni. And I got award terbaik punyaa. "Penyental Baju Terbaik". Sengal betul. HAHA

But, WHATEVER lah. Cuti ni enjoy mati matian. Ada aku kisah? NAK BALIK KUCHING. Jumpa ninek, kak baby and jojo<3 *Excited nak mati* Okay adios!

Unexpected

Hello, hello. I dont know how to describe my feelings now. I'm angry, I'm sad, I'm happy, I'm confused. Ugh. Last night, I got a shocking news till today I still cant believe that it happened. My dad, gave me this :

At first of course I was thrilled and excited and happy because finally I've been accepted by the government. I screamed like hell and smiled widely like I have not smile for centuries. But then, something popped out in my mind. What about my friends? My cousins? Jojo? Milla, Ikhda & Fiqri? Kak Baby? God, I'll miss them terribly. And again, I'm not the type that studies 24/7. I enjoy, have fun, spend time with families and friends A LOT. Idk whether I can survive there. To fit in. I dont do timetable. And I might be homesick. Hmm, idk what to do now :(

-10 more days

Sivik ;D

Soalan yg dikemukakan oleh cikgu Sivik saya.

Wawasan diri anda?

: Saya ingin menjadi orang kaya.

Perkara yg harus anda lakukan untuk mencapainya?

: Sentiasa bersedia untuk menghadapi dugaan, belajar bersungguh-sungguh serta berdoa kepada Tuhan untk keberkatan.

Ikrar janji anda untuk mencapai wawasan itu?

: Maka saya, rakyat Malaysia, berikrar, akan sanggup menghadapi apa apa dugaan dan cabaran yang bakal saya tempuhi di masa hadapan tanpa mengenal erti putus asa dan penat lelah.

Jika gagal, apakah yg patut anda lakukan?

: Jika gagal, saya TIDAK akan berputus asa dan terus melakukannya sehingga berjaya.

Setelah berjaya, apakah yang patut anda lakukan? 

: Setelah berjaya, saya akan membuat majlis besar besaran tanda menghargai jasa ibu bapa dan semua rakan yg membantu serta membuka sebuah restoran dan meluaskannya sehingga ke luar negara. 

Keesokkan harinya :

Cikgu : Nama yg saya panggil, tahniah. Kamu adalah antara yg terbaik. Arief, Alif, Fatin, Vimal, blablabla.....
Me : Booooo damn it.

Azie : Relaxlah Najwa.
Cikgu : Najwa, Ikhda ......
Me : Yeeehaaa!
Fiqri : BOOOOOOOO.
Me : I just wanna be, I just wanna be successful. (Successful by Drake ft Trey Songz)

Love

Love. Who, doesnt know this word? As a teenager, no one can run from it. 

Everyone will feel that love. Trying to deny it? Well, you've got to be lying to yourself. Paling paling pun, you might have a small crush on him/her. I tried to fight it whenever I can, but at the end, I'll fall in love.

Love is beautiful. Love is amazing. Love is every single beautiful sweet words. Every morning, you have someone who would say "Good morning sayang" and at night "Good night sayang." Love is easy. That is love.

But, most of it ended up with two broken heart. Who says that love is easy? Cant you see? Because of love, you have to sacrifices for almost everything. Any mistakes that you did, you might break their heart. And its hard when you see someone you love, hurts. So, love is not easy.

But, I'll always love you sayang. I hope that I'm not just a big disappointment to you. I miss you.