I miss you , :)

I have a brother. And God , only He knows how much I love him.

We've been through not so much. Weirdly , I'm not that rapat to him. I wish to but , I don't want to be such nosy sister to him. Plus , I don't want to be a burden to him. :)

Last couple days , I guess. Things that I hate suddenly came up. Entahlah , the thing. Najwa taknak lah heboh kat sini kan ? I meant , siapa tak kenal my brother ? Kat sekolah kecohhh. HAHA asal nampak jea muka Najwa yg suci ni , timbullah perkataan "Wehh , ni adik ****** doe !" -.-

Abang ,

I didn't mean to. I'm sorry. Everyday I regret of what I did. Even though you keep saying that is your fault but I don't think so. Hmmm , I really don't think asking for an apology is enough.

Actually , I thought I wanna avoid you , so that you can move on your live without me. You know. So you don't have to think bout your nosy sister. Really , I was 200% sure. But I cant. I cant stop crying just when people mention bout you. Look , people love you and I cant avoid you when I'm with the people who always asks about you.

I hope you forgive me. I just , trying to run away. I thought , the more I'm with you , the more trouble that maybe I would make. Hate me if you want to. I dont care. But , just let me know that you forgive me for what I did. Sorry. I miss you abang. I really do. :')

NOOOOOO !

Gambar takde kena mengena -.-

Last Sunday , Najwa pergi this one seminar. It's like revision for form1 and form2. Buat kat Melawati. Ofcourse , wayy better than Prestige at Selayang -.- Duhh. But I don't care ahh. At first , bila masuk , cam boring jea. So I acted like I do have the spirit of learning , (so that the teachers wont think that I wouldn't bazirkan my parent's money) But then suddenly , one of the teachers terlanggar Najwa. Perghhhh , when I said "Sorry" then I looked at his eyes man. Bullshit. I smiles at him then he smiles back.

Then , bila dah masuk hall seminar tu , ruparupanya the guy (which his name is Mr.Siva) that I smiled at was the teacher at there ! FCUKKKKK ! My heart beats sooo damn fast when I saw him mann. Thats not funny , thats HELL. Whatever. I tried to acted balance. After rehat 40minutes , subject Sejarah started. BULLSHIT , dia plak yg ajar sejarah. Pergghh , what can I say mann. I'm speechless slash excited.

Ada satu situation yg tak dijangka jangka kan. -.-

He was writing something on the white board , then the ink tibatiba terkeluar. Dia pun cakap

Teacher : Huh , nasib baik tak kena baju.

Student : (Silent)

Teacher : Kimakkk , tengok terkena jari apa ! (He showed that the ink terkena at middle finger)

Student : (Giggles)

Teacher : (Lap the ink kat white board and suddenly said) Ahhh , tengok ! Dah pancut !

Student : (Gelak macam orang gila)

BODOHHHHH , but cool. HAHA kimen. I dont know why mann. My heart beats like hell. Shit mann. Then , I like the rhymes he made for Sejarah bout Srivijaya's King. He said

"You're going down ! When I'm at the town ! You'll wear a gown !"

And some rhymes that I forgot. But sumpah best ! HAHA !

OMG , I think I have a crush on my teacher. O.O
Seriously, am I in love with my teacher?

ILOIKEE

I LOVE HER. I want to be like her.

Don't even dream to follow my dream you biatch.

FORGOT

Woahh , worst hols i guess. More school works and less rest time. But sad , I only spend my not so precious time by reading Twilight again and again since I've finished read it last year. Like always , I'm never gonna finish my school works.

But yesterday I realized one massive problem :

I HAVE NO IDEA FOR JAGUAR'S PEBARISAN

As I realized that damn shit thingie , I screamed like hell and then my mom shouted "ARE YOU NUTS?!" Ofcourse we both laughed a little bit after shouting. But , how can I get a simple cheer moves in 3days ? And it's not gonna be easy to teach other student how to do the moves. I only have 2weeks to train!

OH GOD please help me. I still haven't officially meet the students that's gonna cheer with me. So , I hope they can move and shake their ass easily. Amin.

MARSHMALLOWS :"(

I'm a bit upset of my life .

COOK : I could sue Malaysia for not having simple white marshmallow.

PHONE : HOSHIT , I'm not gonna have phone like , forever.

LIFE : I seriously HATE my life. Can't deny that.

LOVE : No comment lah.

FRIENDS : Idontknow what to say. I'm still alone.

So , life is bullshit. I promise you guys I will be happy like normal me when I get WHITE MARSHMALLOW with NO ISI ! Thank you :)